Bored out of my mind

I don't have work for  the weekend. That means 2 whole days off just blabbering about on Facebook. I was kind of excited about it because I think that it is the first time since I got back from the Philippines that I would get to experience 2 whole days without cleaning bathrooms. Also kind of excited because I hoped to see Tj on Yahoo Messenger (The messenger that makes it all happen). But I forgot, Yeah, I did forget. He was off to Dumaguete for a mission (SFC). And to make matters worse, he gets to be there for 5 days. What a treat! I've been having a bad week. I was kind of in an emotional breakdown. I missed him so much. I haven't felt this before. Literally a meltdown. I cried when he texts me. I cried after I have spoken to him on the phone. I cried before I slept and I cried when I woke up. I couldn't believe it. What could possibly be wrong with me?

But wanting to be a good girlfriend, I shrugged it off. I didn't want him to feel upset because I was acting inappropriately all of a sudden. This was just not the right time for it. Besides, it's not everyday that you get to go to places like where he is now. He deserves to be happy and worry free. Worry free of a girlfriend who acts like a crazy person just because she misses him so badly. :'(