Service Meeting tomorrow.

Today: I was a slacker. I've decided not to work for I wasn't feeling good. (Partial lie; partial truth.)

 I got engaged to my most missed things to do: goofing around and burying my face to the computer. 

I discovered a new song (maybe I'm the only person on earth who thinks that it's new). I love the lyrics. I love the melody and the singer: Rob Thomas. The title of the song is Ever the same. Here are my favorite lines.

...Just let me hold you while you're falling apart
Just let me hold you and we'll both fall down....

Then I listened to Westlife for hours. I couldn't believe how much I appreciated their songs. I used to start hating boy bands before because I liked alternative rock better. This changes everything. Try listening to Weslife's songs and you'll see. Their lyrics have deep and great meaning.

Then I started thinking about our service meeting tomorrow (CFC-SFC) in preparation for the upcoming CLP (Christian Life Program). It will last for 6 hours. I'm excited but I'm anxious. I don't know how to be a service team member. Being of service to others and being able to be there for them while they discover how great God's love for us is, should really be exhilarating. I'm exhilarated. I can't wait to know how I could be of help and what my contribution and participation would be. 

Looking for this community and joining was really what I've been wanting. At first my reason was : 

I want to be close to God and I want him in my life because I knew that he was our God and creator but I really didn't know him well. I wanted him to be a big part of me. Then my fiancée was already with the community and he said something about SFC that struck me. 

"Everyday, when we get to wake up, is a great blessing from God. That alone should be thanked for and it is not enough that we plainly say that we are thankful because God has given us everything and he deserves more. That's what we do in the community. We praise him and thank him altogether and for me, music is my way of showing him that I'm thankful." 

That's what he said.

That inspired me more. If you think about it, really think about, he was right. And that made me want to be a part of the community more.

I plan to be a leader someday.(Not so sure if I can.) Someone who can evangelize a lot of people by my words alone. Someone who can try to remind other people that God is good all the time.

Looking forward to it but I have a long way to go. Work in struggling progress. :)