I didn't go to the Mid-Year Assembly. I quit. I broke up with my fiancée. I quit. I don't want to go to work tomorrow. I quit. I don't want to be a member of the upcoming Christian Life Program for Singles For Christ. I quit. I didn't eat that much today. I quit. I didn't want to get out of bed. I quit. I can't feel anything. I quit. I can't cry. I quit. I don't want to make plans anymore. I quit. I don't want to understand. I quit. I don't want to believe in promises anymore. I quit. I don't want to dream anymore. I quit. I don't want to believe in love and in destiny. I quit. I don't want to get married and have kids anymore. I quit. I don't want to be here. I quit. I don't want to be responsible for other people anymore. I quit. I don't want to talk. I quit. I want to be silent. I quit. I want to pack my suitcase. I quit. I want to run away from everybody. I quit. I don't want to see people. I quit. I don't want to hear stories about other people's perfect little lives. I quit. I don't want to see happy photos. I quit. I want to be alone. I quit. I want everybody to leave me alone. I quit.
2 comments:
Don't quit, never give up, to many times we stop just short of victory. God has a purpose for your journey through life, be strong and wait on the Lord and He will renew your strength. Again wait on the Lord and in due season you will reap the good that He has prepared for you. Keep on keeping on and you will obtain the Blessing intended for you!
Thank you. I really appreciate everything you said in your comment. Thanks for finding time to read my entries.
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