Hmmmmm

Had a wonderful day today though it started shaky. I was awaken, annoyed (slamming/banging everything that she held hands on) by someone who I live with and considering the fact that I just woke up, I was at my wits end.  I shouted and slammed things in return. I eventually said sorry and have as well accepted her apology because I hate to hate to go home  just because I don't want to see someone I'm angry with .

Why was my day wonderful anyway? Yeah. It was a wonderful day because I didn't feel tired at all. Saturday usually is a very tiring day because it's the first day of a week at work. Not this Saturday though. It was an okay day for me.

Not tiring at all at Jen's, same-same (the term people in Saudi Arabia say when they mean "the same") at preschool, and a cool weather. The climate's changing and soon it will be colder. It was 16 degrees earlier this morning. I had to wear a jacket on.

We went to Ramahniyah to eat at Jollibee, all because of a stupid joke and the endless persuasion ang guilt trip we put on Paul on the way home.

When I got home, I called my hubby as per usual. That's just my way of releasing any stress and just because he takes all the bad vibes away from my body.  I love talking to him after work. I miss him so much during working hours and won't have a good night sleep if I miss a day without hearing his voice.

But just as we were talking, he mentioned something about him going away to work as a seaman. That means when i go home for good, I still won't be with him. We'll still be far from each other. I don't know if he asked me what I thought about it, all I know is I said "NO". That's unfair I know. Even if he said that he won't go because he really didn't want to. It still feels unfair to me in many ways.

Hope to have more serious talks with him. Hmmm.. :(