Clingy

I woke up trying to get in touch with someone who doesn't even care. Nobody answered. I wasn't able to sustain it. It was a meltdown. I've been trying to accept and understand the fact that I don't hold anybody else's life but for my own. I tried. But has anybody even tried to understand how it feels like for me to do this? Nobody cared so why the heck do I? I have spoken to my best friend. She was the only one that I could run to. She was still there. Always has been there for me. Hoping to be okay tomorrow. Even if I know that I won't.